I UNWRAPPED IT
I FELT IT
I LAY ON THE FLOOR
AND WROTE ABOUT IT
I WANT TO CHANGE IT
IT IS NOT SHINING EXACTLY UP TO DATE
IT HAS SOME GREAT BITS AND SOME POOR BITS AND I WANT TO ELEVATE IT ALL IN TO BEING A BALANCED WHOLE
AND INTRODUCE MY SUMMER EXPERIENCE
MY LIFE WHERE I AM
IF THIS PAINTING IS WITH ME IT NEEDS TO HAVE WHAT I HAVE IN IT
AND NOW ASIA NOW
AND FIVE MONTHS EXTRA PAINTING KNOWLEDGE.
it needed a cross, east-west, a double plaster- first aid, broken-better, better-broken, Edward- Georgia, Hong Kong- Ecosse and the Earth spins
and the moon turns one way and the sun turns another waY
WHEN I PAINT BIG PAINTINGS i LIKE TO HAVE MY SHOES OFF
THE CROSS WILL BE RED .
the cross is red
and there is a figure with it
a first aid cross, support
.JESUS DID NOT FACE HIS CRUCIFIX, NO ONE FACES A CRUCIFIX
there are no nails and there is no direct physical suffering depicted
A crucifix is a cross with an impaled human on it, dying. I am a human facing a symbol of life, positively living.
health, first aid. holding me up, the cross to lean on, a post for my bodily cross at heart, limbs and torso and head.
i first aid-ed Ed and now he and me we are holding each other up with this cross symbol of getting better and positivity
life cross with up
now i bleed
out the feeling as it was locked from feeling then boxed inside adrenalin and his feelings which mattered more then and now i need that first aid too,
red blood intake, good health .
The painting is large and hard to maneuver with just two arms. It is do-able but it feels fragile
i dreamt that a painting cracked into long thin strips, it was really tricky to handle, that’s worry
also I was considering a cross as a compass, north, east, south, west and those first letters told me to: Never Eat Vitamin W…. vitamins travel southwards inside our bodies…